Firsts for Me

Last night was the first night I have ever been completely alone all night and it was not a good night. Maybe I watch too many lifetime movies, or too many scary movies, or maybe my parents were too over protective but whatever the reason I have it in my head that people know when Kevin isn't home and they want to murder me. Last night as I was preparing to leave for obedience class the doorbell rang. I of course had to answer the door and when I did it was a guy about my age trying to sell newspaper subscriptions to help pay for college (a few months ago I happened to be at my mom's house and answered the door for a another guy doing the same thing so he probably wasn't lying). He didn't look like he belonged to a gang but I however was convinced he was casing the joint (I apparently also watch way too many old mobster movies because who says that?!). I got home around 9:45 last ngith then I took the fastest shower ever so I could watch the replay of the new Pretty Little Liars at 10. Now PLL has some morbid plot lines and can be suspensful but I wouldn't say it is a scary show, however that being said it probably was a bad idea and I should have just watched dance moms instead (PLL is about a group of girls whose frined was murdered and now someone called -A is messing with them and at points making it look like they had something to do it, oh and did I mention -A has been know to kill a person or two). I went to bed last night and had a bit of trouble falling sleep but eventually fell alseep. I woke up a million times last ngith thinking I heard someone breaking in or that newspaper guy coming back to murder me. I have had about half a pot of coffee this morning and I am still tired. I am praying that I am so tired tonight that I have no problems sleeping tonight.